NOTE: This Blog is a continuation from Part I, Winds of Change. Click HERE to read Part I first.
PART II, Continued:
This was a large class, and I could hear a lot of excited chatter going on inside, and it was blocking the ability for them to hear me knock. Using whatever reserves of strength I could find within myself, I was able to heave open what I would deem to be the heaviest door ever built, and again called out for help.
Finally, my call was answered. My teacher heard my cries and immediately came to side. She helped me up off the floor and onto the bench that was placed inside the doorway. I shared what happened and she immediately placed her hands on my head and asked me to breathe. Everyone in the class were trying to get a peek at me to see what had happened. I remember looking into the eyes of my best friend, who also happened to be a nurse, and see the shock in her eyes as she looked at me. I knew I didn’t look good. She had lost all color in her face, and I knew I must’ve looked the same. I was in shock - and so was she.
It was my initial thought that someone would be taking me to the hospital, or an emergent care, where I would probably receive a neck brace and pills to ease the pain while I attended to yet another months long period of recuperation. Instead, I was guided to breathe into and through my body and out my feet while I received hands on healing support and instruction from my teacher.
As my teacher continued to hold my head, and I continued to breathe, my body would shake, convulse and quiver energy uncontrollably throughout my body... and I just allowed it. Eventually my legs became surprisingly calm, then my torso, and finally my arms. After 15 minutes, I became aware that I was taking up class time with my situation and felt embarrassed that I had robbed the other students of what they had come to receive from the class.
As I thanked my teacher for her knowledge and support, I shared that I felt good enough to go back to the class. She intuitively responded, “what about your neck?”. I was pleasantly surprised that she could tap in so easily and know what I was experiencing inside my body. Even though I felt re-anchored and my neck felt surprisingly strong, she was correct - there was still a little bit of soreness on the back side of my neck.
Yes, I could have continued with the breathing and completely healed my neck. Yet, truth is, I actually had thought of myself as a burden… not even realizing at that time what I gift my experience was presenting not only to myself, but the entire class as well.
I responded to my teacher that I felt that my situation was now manageable, and told her I was more worried about the blood that must be oozing out all over my head from the impact. She removed her hands away from my head, then used her fingers to see if there was any blood lingering in my hair. She couldn’t find any - not one drop of blood. I was so surprised! Having my head bounce on pavement like a ball would surely cause a huge bump, open wound, and as is with all head wounds, lots and lots of blood.
In fact, not only was there no blood, there was not even a bump. Not even a little one. My head was completely smooth, and there was not even a bruise to be found. Learning how to take the time to breathe myself back into my body and be able to heal myself was the “new” knowledge I had asked for. Yes I had support from my teacher - who also reminded me that she was only support, that “I” was the one who had done the work. Without my action to want to heal, it would not be able to happen. Without my action to believe I could heal myself, it would not be able to happen. Without my willingness to receive support from her, it would not be able to happen.
Just as I had stood up from the bench, my teacher’s husband looked directly at me and exclaimed, “What the hell did you ask for you today!?!”. I began to laugh as I remembered my almost demanding prayer to learn more of my abilities & gifts.
To me, this was the best answer to my prayer I could ever have asked for. It was so unexpected. So out of the ordinary. And what a gift!! To be able to experience first hand my own innate ability to heal myself. And this isn’t just a gift that I personally have… the message is that we ALL have this same ability. You really do have the ability to heal you! And yes, it’s absolutely okay to allow yourself to “receive” support from another during your healing. You don’t have to do it alone - unless you want to. It’s all choice.
One more note: Remember the dog? In retrospect, I am now able to see that the dog was aware of what was about to happen. Hence, the reason it was acting so strangely. Was the dog warning me? Maybe. Yet, what if I was able to hear the warning? Would I have been able to avoid the experience? Possibly. Yet if I did avoid it, would I have been able to receive such a deeply valuable gift in such a impactful way?
Finally, what about the slight pain I had in the back of my neck? Well to be honest, I was grateful for that too! That tiny bit of discomfort was the only proof I had the next day that what I experienced actually happened - that it wasn’t a dream. And the discomfort only lasted a few days.
Thankfully I had no conclusion as to what I would learn that evening. In fact, I didn’t know my prayer would be answered so quickly - or even at all. I literally had no attachment to the what, when, who, or how. For me… this was better then anything I could ever have imagined, and I am truly grateful for the learning experience.
THE UNIVERSE HAS OUR BACK
It’s true - the Universe does have our back! Once you decide to ‘let go and allow’ your request to arrive in the best form possible (even a possibility you may have never even thought of)… that’s when the true magic begins! If you don’t want your experience’s, lessons, etc. to be as forthcoming as mine, all you have to do is ask that your prayer be answered with ease, comfort, grace, and joy.
Remember, Jesus came and showed us through his own abilities what each and every one of us is able to achieve. Through our own divine connection, our own personal portal to God/Spirit/Universal Source, we can create anything we ask for. Jesus said, “this too you shall do, and even greater things then I.” So what (or who) are we waiting for? WE are the one’s we’ve been waiting for. Are you ready to believe in yourself? I know I believe in you!
It is my intention that by sharing these articles, that it may activate or expand your divine inner knowing, as well as provide you with a few tools you may wish to use while exploring the truth of who you really are, and what you are capable of.
Love, Gratitude & Blessings,
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NOTE: Due to the length of this Blog, I have chosen to provide it in two parts for ease in reading. Below is Part I: WInds of Change. Follow this LINK to read Part II: The Universe Has Our Back
How many times have we found ourselves in situations where we feel like the world has dealt us a bad hand in the game of life? I’m sure each and every one of us could share a story or two..or more! Here’s some food for thought….
What if it wasn’t a bad hand? What if it was really the world providing us with an opportunity to experience life in a different way? What if what you asked for, is what you actually received? What if what you asked for just didn’t show up in the form you expected it to … and because you had an expectation of how it should show up, you were disappointed because you were unable to see it arrive?
If you’re like me, I have found that any time I’ve had an expectation it turned out to be a huge disappointment. There is a big difference between holding the energy of awareness to what your ask is, and having a defined and concluded expectation. Conclusion and expectation are forms of control that will block the flow of the Universe’s ability to offer you an amazing solution and/or experience of which you are asking for. Asking for what you want, and allowing yourself to be in a space of awareness for it to show up, will bring forth opportunities and wonderful tidbits of treasure that you didn’t even know were even possible.
I’d like to share a personal experience of where I had asked Spirit (God/Universal Source) to be able to learn something new in the realm of our abilities/gifts, and intuitive knowing; and how my ask showed up. The response to my request could easily be deemed traumatic to what I was asking for. Yet for me, it was the most amazingly wonderful response I could have ever received.
Over a decade ago, when I resided in Alaska, I had taken numerous classes with a Medicine Woman who was my teacher. While she shared so many amazing teachings with me, I had felt like I had hit a plateau and that I wasn’t learning anything new. I wanted to know everything about the power that was within me, especially what was beyond the considerations of the societal norm. There was something inside of me that knew that we had abilities way beyond that which we were aware of, and I was demanding to know what it was!
One day before one of my evening classes, I had diligently asked and prayed to learn something new that night. My prayer was filled with an amazing amount of gratitude. It was loving, yet firm - almost to the point of demanding. I was asking my question, and I announced that I was more then willing and ready to receive the answer. Oh boy, was I (and the entire class) ever in for a surprise! That particular evening was an extremely windy day (50-60 mph winds). One could easily (and appropriately) have called it the winds of change…
My teacher, along with her husband, would hold classes in a studio that was located on their property about 20 ft. from the house. The studio had no restroom facilities, so when we needed to use the bathroom we would walk out of the studio and follow a slab path that led to the backdoor of the home where the bathroom was located. When visiting the restroom, one would also be happily greeted by their dog.
During one of the break’s in the class that evening, I walked alone to the main house to use the restroom. As I was leaving, their dog began to act strange and look at me funny. He was slightly restless, and he kept tilting his head. His eyes had a pleading look about them - yet not in the begging sort of way. It's hard to explain the behavior in a way that makes sense. All I can say is that this was not his normal behavior.
As I was closing the door on my way out of the house, I assured him that his “people” would be done soon, and he would be reunited with them shortly. I then turned around and took one step forward when suddenly it felt like someone had taken their arm and purposefully smacked my legs behind my knee’s, causing me to go down so fast that I was unable to block the fall. Remember, I was alone. There wasn’t a person who appeared out of nowhere - at least not from the dimension we reside in…(wink wink) It was early Fall (no pun intended haha - the season was Autumn) with no ice, no rain, and no puddles on the ground.
Down I went like a a tall tree crashing to the ground. My head slammed so hard into one of the pavements of slab - it bounced a few times like a ball. (Another interesting tidbit about me: I had already experienced whiplash a couple of times in my life, so this wasn’t my first rodeo.) I knew what I was in for - or at least, I thought I did.
As I laid on the cold pavement, too scared to move, I started to cry out for help. I found the wind carried my cries into the opposite direction of the studio. No one could hear me, and no one was coming to look for me. I was forced to take action.
With my head feeling like it was attached to my body like a large marble on a wet noodle, I was somehow able to get myself up onto my knees and slowly crawl my way back to the door of the studio. Still on all 4s, I knocked on the door and waited… no one answered.
TO BE CONTINUED: Follow this LINK to read Part II, The Universe Has Our Back
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